Day 13--This Week

This Week.....Today I babysat, took the new puppy to the vet to get some stuff for her fleas (yuck) had lunch, gave Krissy a bath then we napped together and just hung out for the rest of the night, it was a good day!

Tomorrow thru Friday I need to workout, and get back on schedule doing that!!!! I always feel better after I workout! No other plans thru the week really, probably hang out with Heather and Carl and maybe with some of our other friends.

Friday Krissy and I are heading to the in laws house and on Saturday I am getting a new TATTOO with my sister in law and mother in law!!!!! =] =] =] yay, It's been 5 years since my last tattooo! Good week planned, I just hope it doesnt get ruined by dumb shit.

Day 12--What's in your bag

In my bag I have..........my wallet. sunglasses, iPod, headphones, lighter, deodarant, tampons, ibuprofen, lip gloss, chapstick, eyeglasses cleaning cloth, lotion, receipts, change, nail file, compact mirror, nail clippers....

Day 11--Your Siblings

My Siblings are......both older than me....the Oldest is Nikki, she is 4 years older than me, she loves to sing and is a great writer. She's a night person for sure and when I went to Colorado this spring for a visit her and I had a really long "bonding" conversation one night, that I think brought us closer and made me feel more connected to her! She's an amazing mother, sister, daughter, person! She is married to a man named RJ, 6 years now. and has 1 daughter, Rachael--she will be 6 in aug. and 1 son, Andrew, he will be 2 in nov.

The middle one is Jennifer, she is 2 years older than me. she's really smart and kind of a perfectionist lol. Her and I get along well. She is also an amazing mother, sisters, daughter and person. she is married to a man named Clint, for 3 or 4 years now. She has 1 son, Hayden, he just turned 1 in April, which I got to be in Colorado for =]

I love them both very much and am glad we all have overcome certain things and can have good relationships again!!! <3

Day 10--What you wore today

I wore gray capris, blank tank top under a blue shirt. Then changed into sweats and a tshirt for bed

Day 9--Your Beliefs

I believe in God, the Devil, Heaven and Hell.
I believe in Ghosts and Demons.
I believe in past lives and future lives.
I believe in Karma!
I believe in True Love but that it's a vicious circle, where no one ever wins.
I believe in soul mates, not just lover soulmates, friend and family soulmates as well.
I believe once trust is shattered it can never be fully repaired.......“Trust is like a vase.. once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be same again.” 




"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." --Marilyn Monroe

Day 8--A Moment

A Moment.......When I look at my daughter or am talking to my daughter and realize all over again just how much and how fast she's growing =[ She's such a smart, beautiful little girl with an amazing personality. I miss the time when she was a baby, but I sure am loving watching her grow and learn and teaching her new things. And I look forward to spending the rest of my life shaping her into a respectful and respectable young lady. A Moment when I realize my purpose in life is this incredible little girl, she is my sunshine on any given day!

Day 7--Your Best Friend

Tracey Maria, "tortilla quesadilla taco burrito menudo" =] This girl and I have been thru a lot of shit together, to hell and back but she's always there for me to bring me back and always let me know i'm loved and cared about. She's my bodyguard too, fuck with me and Tracey will fuck your world up. She's an amazing friend. she will do anything for anyone expecting nothing in return. We always laugh and have fun together, even when we're doing nothing. If it weren't for her I'd probably be dead lol. Love this girl!

Day 6--Your Day...

I'm assuming this is a day to talk about myself...but I thought I already did that when I introduced me?! lol. Maybe I wasn't supposed to be so detailed in my introduction. Maybe this day is to talk about whatever I want to talk about....who really knows?! hahaha....

So...I think I've lost some inches in my waistline because some of my clothes are fitting better =] That's exciting...I'm feeling a little sick today...sinus crap...I should really go to the doctor and get it checked out..I've had sinus issues for the past like 6 months on and off =\ Maybe someday I'll go...

I guess that's it for my day...not really sure there's much else to talk about.

=]

Krissy's turning into a big girl =[

Krissy--There's Nanas (bananas)
Me--yes there is
Krissy--I love Nanas
Me--Do you want a banana?
Krissy--Not yet. After breakfast.


Oh my goodness, where did my 3 year old go??? LOL.

Day 5--Definition of Love

Wow this is a hard one....Love is hard to define. It's something you know is love as soon as you feel it...
It's butterflies when you talk, feeling like a highschool girl with a crush, it's the little things that mean EVERYTHING--Love is healing....I don't think time alone heals all wounds...I believe time, love and commitment heal all wounds.